Life and Love.

Lately I've been feeling every emotion. I feel way too much and I say too little because I can't find the words to describe these emotions. Throughout all of highschool I dated someone, first it was C.S and than it was h.w, and my dad always told me that it seemed like I needed to date someone to feel valid. Which I never really realized until this school year, that I wanted attention from someone romantically so I felt like a good person, like I was doing everything correct. I absolutely love the idea of love, I love everything cliche; long walks on the beach, the notebook, looking at stars, guy gets the girl, etc. However instead of trying to love someone else, I've been learning to love myself and fall in love with everything around me which is so eye opening. The world has a lot of cruel and harsh things going on but I've learned that I love all the amazing things going on too. I love the way the leaves fall when it's windy, I love the way my ukulele and piano s...

My life has changed and plans I had didn't necessarily work out, the way I wanted them to.  Let's start at the beginning, In second grade I moved in with my grandparents whom adopted me (I call them my mom and dad, not many know this). I started school at pope elementary and absolutely loved it. The teachers were amazing, my friends were incredible and that is where my choir teacher passion started. It was weird to be the new kid though, however as a child it's so much easier to make friends. you just play kickball, or tag and boom you've got best friends. I stayed at pope until 6th grade, moved up to glacier view and that is where I met my closest of friends; e.w, k.p, j.v, e.a, a.l-p & a.t. They are the greatest gals I've ever met, although we weren't as close in junior high as we are now. I needed to do a lot of growing up in junior high in order for us to reach the point we are today. Glacier view was amazing though, LOVED choir, loved my friends and my...